I feel like I have no energy. Don’t get me wrong my body is filled with energy. It’s hydrated, its healthy, its active and its loaded with coffee, but it’s tired. It almost feels like my body is so tired that it is tricking my mind into thinking its bored, but its too tired to do anything to conquer this boredom, leaving me in a mind to body battle causing utter distress. I have a ukulele sitting in front of me waiting to be strummed, a ps4 waiting to be played, a sketchbook waiting to be drawn on and a book waiting to be read but for some reason I just can’t bring myself to do any of those things, and I don’t know why. Is it because I’m tired? Is it because I’m lazy? Or does it have to do with my mental health? I don’t know, and that is why I’m sitting here at this exact moment, writing this, hoping somehow that by putting my thoughts onto paper, it will help. Lol.
A short poem that tells a long story.
The water is so bright.
How it is blinding me.
May I have a sip of you?
Why is the water red?
What is the meaning of life?
A Life #Poetry — Jalvis Quotes
Live like a spinning wheel Always scrolls Sometimes you win Sometimes you lose Sometimes you gotta fall Before you fly However, behind all of it Store of kindness Trust it The sky isn’t always gray Don’t grieve Keep patient at all times A storm will be pass And the sun will shine Give a hope […]
This isn’t as sad as it seems.
It is like you push everybody away because they are too weird or they talk too much or they do not talk enough. You push them away because one is better than the other or one gives you more attention. You push them away and they do not go away, and you like that.
And then one day, they all went away.
37 Rubidium 